Hide out and a little challenge

Well first things first- I hate being a bad blogger. Seriously. I think it's really important to write out my thoughts and feelings.. I seem to get lost in my crazy mind when I don't. And that's kind of where I'm at right now. Lost in my own thoughts. I'm going to try and post once a day. It's my end of the year goal. :) Even though there's only like 10 days left of this year. Whaaaat?! Yep, 10 short days.

It's hard to believe 2011 is almost over but I'm honestly so excited for 2012. A new year calls for a new start. New goals. A new me. I am SO antsy to share my biggest 2012 resolution. It's going to be Uh-May-Zing. Who knows if anyone else will think so, but I do. It's something that's going to change my life. Just know it. :) And there's going to be lotssss of blogging. I actually think I might start a seperate blog for it... Hmm... Good thinking, Jaquie...

Right now, I'm taking a break from the good ol' facebook. I've always said that I've wanted to take a break but I never have. It's like a lifeline for me and I am thinking I need a technology/social network break! Or I might break, myself. Eeeeeek. I am alone a good percent of the time and this time in my life should be taken in nice and slow. But it's not. I don't sit and read a book, or write, or clean, or craft, or take a warm bath.. I worry about what everyone else is doing. I post on facebook SO much and I'm always checking to see what others are doing. Not anymore! If people care about what I'm doing... they'll call. Or stop by my house. Or check the good ol blog. Or send me a letter. Ha. Not just come across my facebook page because it's on their newsfeed. And same goes for the other way. I really need to start physically showing my friends and family that I care about how they're doing. I know it's 2011, but don't you wish people would still write letters, and call, and have physical conversations? I absolutely hate texting. I hate email. I hate when people have nothing in the way of an in person conversation yet they would rather send it in text. And it makes me even more angry when they avoid me wanting to have a chat in person. Ohhhh get under my skin! {Not that someone has done that lately or anything... >=[ }

Anyway, I'll quit rambling. I'm not even logging into facebook to share these little details. And I'm sure only a few of my friends know to check this blog. I don't know when I will decide to log back in. My family and friends will say I won't last longer than a day... but I say differently. I have too many goals, and expectations of myself in the near future to let myself down on this one. ;)

Expect lots of Christmas posts, emotional posts, and the most exciting of them all... NEW YEARS posts! Yayyyyah. I've been patiently waiting for the end of the year so that I could get on the ball with this awesome resolution. *Tick Tock...*

Here's a little challenge for the next few days.

Join if you'd like. :)

CHOW!

 ----(The other day Jax said "Chow! .... Mom, that means like... Thank you bye!" Haha. Love him.)

December 21, 2011

4 things you want to do before Christmas. Why?

1. Clean out all of the old toys. Because my kids have lost SO many pieces... and well, the big guy has arrangements to bring more in so Jax and I decided to give his old toys to kids who aren't as fortunate.

2. Make goodies for the neighbors. Because... that's what the cool people do.
3. Take a warm bath and listen to music in the dark. Because this Momma needs it.

4. Go see the temple lights... Umm... Because I haven't missed a year in 5 years. And I realize I only have 4 days left. :/

 

December 22, 2011

3 persons to whom you dedicate this Christmas. Why?

December 23, 2011

2 songs and movies that remind you of Christmas. Why?

December 24, 2011

1 person you wish to be with you this Christmas (Under the Mistletoe) Why?

December 25, 2011

A picture of you enjoying Christmas and is this your best Christmas? Why?