A day of memories.

I remember this day SO well. It actually has more than one big memory. December 13th, 5 years ago- we brought our sweet baby boy home. It was scary. And amazing. And I just knew everything was falling into place for my future. A little early. ;) but it was everything I had ever dreamt of. I always wanted to be a mommy. And even though I was still a kid myself, I knew it was going to be okay. And it was. :)

December 13th, 7 years ago ..

Was the first time I ever met Jackson's daddy. Crazy huh? Gosh. I can't stop thinking about it. I wish so badly things would have worked out between us. I loved him sooo much. And he loved me too. I remember when they gave us the release date for Jax, we were both blown away about the dates being the same. We called it fate, actually. :)

And now.. here we are. Living seperately. Finally getting along well. He is such a great dad to our son, and a figure to Jentri. I really couldn't thank him enough.

7 years ago, 5 years ago, I loved life. I didn't think it'd get much better than the way I was feeling.. and even though life is a hell of a lot different than I imagined.. I'm happy. Happy for a great friend, happy for my amazingly happy and healthy son, and the other wonderful things all ofthese December's have brought me. :)