Exer...what?

I've been paying for a VIP membership at Gold's Gym for almost 4 years now. RI.DIC.U.LOUS. I'm sure a lot of people think it's well worth the $40.00 a month.. I personally don't. Being realistic, I've probably gone no more than 20 times since I got it. I went through a little phase right before I got pregnant with Jentri... {Her Dad worked there...} I wanted to get in shape! ;) I actually only had a 2 year membership, but like I mentioned a second ago, {Her Dad worked there...} I really wanted to get in shape! Sooo what did I do, {Let him talk me into upgrading to VIP and extending 2 more years!!!} upgraded to VIP so I could tan, work out, and have day care at my fingertips. There was no reason not to get in shape! Haha... Then I got pregnant. Things went downhill from there. Since Jentri was born, I've gone 3 times. THREE TIMES IN A YEAR! I'm lookin good, eh? I honestly have no motivation to go. I get up in the morning and that's when I feel like working out. But it's too early for the day care, and I have no one to watch the kids. Thank God my membership is up in March, and you bet your ass I already have the 30 day notice letter written to cancel it. That $40.00 is going to go towards bills that REALLY need paid off, but that's another story.

Anyway, I was looking on pinterest the other day and found a fitness board. I've seen a million and a half pins about drinks, smoothies, or food that make you shed the pounds quick status. And I've also seen people post about how they don't really work.

Well the one that caught my eye said this -

"A year from today, you will wish you had started today."

and....

"You can't get much done if you only work on the days that you feel 'good'."

and....

#0089
To look good and feel good while naked.
{haha...seriously.}

I'm so uncomfortable in my body. Ugh.
I am confident with my personality but when it comes to my body, I just cringe. I don't know if people stare at me and think I'm fat. But I've never been a girl that is in shape. I've always been a little chubby. And I think I'm the biggest I've ever been right now. It's not a good feeling.

So I decided I'm going to change that.

I'm changing the way I eat. And I started doing little exercises in the mornings. It's only day 3 and I'm feelin' it. Woot woot! Lets hope I can stay motivated and on this track. :)