Poor, Poor, Pitiful Me.

See that big ol belly? Yep, she's cookin' good. I am only a little past half way and I could so be done! I mean.. I love feeling her dance around and I have to remember being pregnant is the EASY part of parenting although I feel it's pretty damn tough right now! I have non stop heart burn and I have since I found out I was pregnant. I get it all day every day. I already have a prego waddle and I can feel it myself. It takes me at least two hours to get comfortable enough to fall asleep, and once I finally do, it's only a couple of hours before my leg falls asleep or some other irritating disruption comes along! My body aches. Day and night. I'm sick of being alone in everything. I don't think it would be as bad if I had someone to lay next to at night and tickle my back. HA. No, but seriously.. it gets really depressing being alone. I am lucky enough to have my wonderful Mama who is always there when I need her, she never misses an important doctors appointment, and she is always willing to be on the other end of the phone no matter what. Also, my little man. He came and played with me today for a few hours. We just layed in my bed, pretended we were looking at stars and made shapes with our hands. He kept telling me that he wanted to stay at our house foreverrr.. and when it was time to take him to the babysitter he said 'but mom! I said I wanted to stay with you forever?' It broke my heart. I wish, so badly, he could stay with me forever and never worry about having to be any place else in the world! He deserves it. Maybe one day, huh.


Here is Jackson's little heart. How sweet:)

I'm sorry for the pity post. I'm not having the best day.. or night, as you can see.